| i miss xanga.
i miss the days when i would put all my emotions and the secrets of my soul on my xanga for my closest friends to read and comment.
back in the days when we all used to care.
but now xanga is dead.
and i have no where to let my thoughts flow.
facebook notes aren't the same.
they aren't personal enough for me.
maybe i'll come back to xanga.
its a nice refuge.
a place where the likelyhood of someone reading my thoughts is slim
and the only ones who'll look are those who really care.
with that said, i need some attention. some love.
but i already know it wont get any better because all my friends are getting ready to go home this week or they've already ran far, far away.
and alas, i'll be here until december 20th. 5 days before christmas.
i can't go visit my friends at Payton.
i can't go to the winter plays.
i'm going to miss out on a week of chillin resulting in another week of "REmember when!!! aww... you weren't there"
visitation is over. i don't have anyone to chill with, talk to or cuddle with.
so, i'm alone.
and very broke.
so forgive me for not having the joyful holiday spirt i should have!
bahhhh humbug.
i need some love.
some attention.
but i'll settle for a (some) beer(s) and a (LOT of) blunt(s)!
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